In Luxembourg as part of the training with the Anna Lindh Foundation we had to write a list of things that we think identify us. One suggestion was to draw a flower and on each petal write one thing. I of course am useless at drawing so decided to write a list.
So how do I see myself?
The first things that came to my mind was European, the next was Irish and after that Gay came into my mind. Then the fact that I was Male reared its head. After that I was stumped.
Now I didnt want to seem superficial so I tried really hard to come up with more, so Political came to mind. Then Adventerous and Outgoing popped up. Religous also came to mind as did Blogger After that it was tough going.
Even now two weeks after the training I find it hard to come up with more. Ones that do are Stubborn, Caring, and Smart.
How to others see me?
I decided to see how others saw me, so I asked on twitter, facebook and MSN about people saw me. I got the following back:
- Up Beat
- Someone who stands up for what they Believe in
- A good friend
- Sexy (I am not making it up!!)
- Nice Guy
- Values debate and diversity
Why do this?
After asking a friend, a conversation ensued about why I was doing this and was their a difference in how I saw myself and how others saw me. To me the big difference was no one mentioned nationality. Which was strange cause if was the first thing I thought of when asked the question about myself as it forms part of who I am and therefore how I act. That was the huge difference.
In Luxembourg after we wrote this out we all went to another room and sat on the floor. One of the trainers Xavi called out different categories about how we saw ourselves and for one of them I was one of two people standing. That category was “Sexual Orientation”. To me started off the questioning that led to this blog post, am I placing too much emphasis on it. The fact that someone else mentioned it, kind of puts my mind at rest.
At the same time I was overwhelmed at the response given to me. I simplfied where I could what my friends said down to one word where possible. It is strange when your friends can come up with more ways of describing you then you can.
But thats Identity thats Personality!
One thing I noticed even while doing this was how fluid Identity and Personality are. To me they are not mutually exclusive. This excercise proves that in most ways except in the area of nationality which I have already dealt with.
So is nationality what actual divides us from stangers, as we don’t see it as part our friends?
Do try this yourself and see personally how you describe yourself, draw it as a flower or a list. It will surprise you.